Labels: random, realization

2dae wake up early 2 gt ready 2 go visit my l8 dad grave...
busu promised 2 go kubur wif us... :)
so he cm & fetch us den my beloved granny...
i sooo miz her sei!!
upon cing his grave i dunno y bt i felt happy...
we aso decided 2 visit my 18 grandfather & uncle grave...
it's bin sooo long since we visit their grave...
den afta tat we went 2 eat coz all of us were starving...
&& i aso juz realised hw much he loved us...
i mean he has bin strict wif us coz he loved us sooo damn much tat he dun wan us 2 mk a mistk & regret it in d near future...
u guyz might b tinking y i suddenly say tat...
it's coz he rela tangan die kotor utk tlg my sis clean her shoe coz she accidentally step in the mud...
den while we were doing stuff 2 my l8 dad grave he wans 2 help evntgh his bk hurt...
den upon noeing tat we were starving he brings us 2 eat...
haiz!!
i juz realised hw blind i was nt 2 realised his love 4 us..
i mean it's REAL nt FAKE love!!
bt deep dwn my heart i'm afraid tat if i'm close 2 dem i'm might lose dem!!
haiz!!
tat y i've fil tat i muz avoid dem...
&& i will try 2 find innerpeace juz as wat dhir has told me d otha dae!!
ps: durga i'm sori 4 wat hapen on mondae!! 2 busu, cik pau/aunty zie, mak yah, cik yus, nenek & all my loved 1s thnx 4 evrytink like always being dere 4 me & my fam... WIYAH SYG KORG LA SEI!! muackz!! :)

Labels: realization