2dae went 2 attend HCA hospice care workshop 2 get us ready 4 our trip dere...
so tat we will noe how 2 approach the terminally ill old patient...
d workshop was useful & heartwreching 4 me...
during d wrkshp i alwae had d urge 2 cry coz it remind me of my l8 dad...
i kept telling it 2 caca & she told me not 2 cry so i try 2 b strg la...
bt @ d end of d wrkshp wen d lady ask if ani of us has witness a death den i raise up my hands...
den she ask if i dun mind 2 tell my xperience...
while reliving d moments of my l8 dad death tears juz cm out of my eyes wifout hving a chance 2 stop it...
sharmala hold my hands & tat like gv me d strength...
@ 1st i tot i was strg bt clearly i nt...
haiz...
sori guys tat u hv 2 see tat side of me...
bt both d lady frm HCA was kind & thnx me 4 sharing my xperince...
i juz hope i'm strg engh 2 face those patient on d visit itslf...

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