my negative experience...
Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 5:28 AM
My negative experience i have from the past is losing my dad. Ever since my dad passed on i felt something missing in me like his love, care and concern. I regret not spending my time on him whenever he ask me to. Time was short and i could not bear the pain of losing him but as days goes by i feel more and more weaker. Life should be beautiful but the past wreck me and left me hanging on. I always wanted to say daddy i want you back and always want to spent my time with you. Even on his birthday and father's day i always wanted to celebrate wit my daddy because he is like my inspiration, my idol but life was short that led this to such a tragic ending. I also always wanted you to be proud of me that is why i study real hard to get a place in polytechnic. When you left me I wanted to quit school and start working but my mom stop me. She say if I love her I would continue on studying. However there is a saying that life is short and appreciate what you have. In the past I might not have appreciate it and took it for granted but now I just regret the negative experience that i am experiencing. Of course today lesson help me to that moment in a different light because i learned to appreciate my mom and other more and also relationship. So after all, though it was a negative experience, in some way or another, it still did change my mindset over certain things. There is a saying that to learn something valuable in life you need to learn it the hard way.
